So Liz and I have introduced some additional toys into our sex play.
She really is turning into one incredibly kinky girl, and I guess I am going along with it. I mean... I get really aroused by a lot of this stuff, so I must be enjoying it.
When Liz fucked my boss, Carlos, the second time, right in front of me, I had a rock hard cock the entire time. Why? It was humiliating and frustrating, and yet I was erect and I actually came while they were doing it. Came all over myself, in fact. Twice.
So does that mean I am actually getting off on Liz doing it with other people? Is it watching the sex action getting me off, or... is it the humiliation that is turning me on?
It still doesn't feel good. She has turned into a bit of a bitch at times.
Her most recent thing-- she's started buying toys for us to use. We have the but plug, of course. She has put it in me several times. It hurts going in, but once it is in all the way my sphincter closes down on the narrow part and squeezes tight, keeping it in place, and it isn't that bad. It just feels like I have a really big piece of shit that has to come out, that is almost coming out. My bowels can't help but try and push, but it doesn't do any good. It is too wide to push out.
She also has gotten me a collar. It's sort of like a slave play, or something, though it isn't actually that I am a slave or anything. It is in some ways more symbolic than anything. She doesn't chain or tie me up. Well, except for the couple of times she strapped me down while she was with Isabel. Isabel doesn't like me to get involved, and actually enjoys seeing me strapped down while she fucks my fiance, so... I get strapped down.
There's a leash on my collar and it is really amazing, like, arousing to be pulled along by it. I could get away any time, but the whole feeling of letting Liz sort of treat me like a pet is just soooo damn hot. It's sort of a symbol, a psychological thing about how I am hers, that she and I are kinky together.
Probably the most interesting toy she's gotten recently was the dildo gag. Or penis gag. Not sure what to call it.
Liz has several dildos and vibrators, and loves to use them. Sometimes she makes me watch while she uses them. I get to stroke myself and cum when she does this, and the more I've done it, the more I enjoy watching her pleasure herself with a device.
The dildo gag allows me to sort of get into that action, though. It's a gag, it is fastened over my mouth and face with a buckle to keep it in place. Inside is a sort of soft ball thing for me to bite down on and keep it steady, and then extending out from the gag is a nice large soft lifelike penis dildo.
We've used it a couple of times. Liz has told me to lie down on the bed and she will straddle me, sit on my face, except my face has this dildo thing sticking up. She inserts it into her cunt and then away we go.
I like it because I get to watch her, like I watch her masturbating with her dildos, except I actually get to participate. I can fuck her by moving my head, shoving it in and out, moving it around to give her different sensations and the like.
Plus, my face is really close to her cunt and her ass while this is going on.
The first time we did this I masturbated and spurted all over my stomach while she was fucking the dildo. But the second time she told me it was distracting and refused to let me. So, I just lay there with a raging hard on and mouth fucked her with this thing, and after she was done (she had two orgasms that time), I went off by myself and ejaculated into the toilet.
The whole thing is weird, I know, because I am getting off when she embarrasses me or treats me like shit, refusing to let me get myself off and the like. Still, it feels good in some sort of weird perverted way.
Oh, and we went out looking for stuff for the wedding recently. We chose flowers together, and talking to the preacher that was going to do the ceremony. And do you know what the kinkiest thing was?
When we went to see the preacher, she had me wear the butt plug, and a couple of small nipple clamps. Yeah. I was squirming all over and couldn't keep myself in the chair, he must have thought I was crazy. Liz really got off on seeing me uncomfortable, I guess, and I got off on Liz getting off and...
This is going to be a sort of bizarre wedding.
